To all those who think they have really flopped their mid-sems.... To all those who are struggling to just stay afloat... Maybe this song could help you a bit, at least it helps me...
Lifehouse - Storm How long have I been in this storm so overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form water's getting harder to tread with these waves crashing over my head
if I could just see you everything will be alright if I'd see you the storminess will turn to light
and I will walk on water and you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes and everything will be alright and everything will be alright
I know you didn't bring me out here to drown so why am I 10 feet under and upside down barely surviving has become my purpose cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface
if I could just see you everything will be alright if I see you the storminess will turn to light
and I will walk on water and you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes and everything will be alright
and I will walk on water you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes and everything will be alright I know everything is alright everything's alright
With this mid-sem starting to become very similar to last sem's, (For those who dont know, last sems mid terms were bad. And it was not bad as in "Damn ! i didnt get an A !" if it was i wouldnt be in my current state.) I cant help but sometimes get so pissed with schoolwork and commitments. Cant help but really get pissed with the fact there are so many things i want to do but I dont have time for. Cant help but get pissed with the fact that i have only 5 modules but in one week i have 6 assesments with normal lessons still continuing. Cant help but be pissed with the fact that I was so damn careless in todays paper...
Cant help but get pissed with myself for computing lab I knew i could have done the code if i had not freaked out and had prepared properly. Unfortunately, my mind was a big blank when the time came... Adding to that, my friend offers me his thumb drive with his completed code in it during the test... But.......
I turned it down... Why?? Cause its cheating.... Anyone called me stupid? Yea, there were some who called it stupid to throw away those free final grade marks... I know i shouldnt let what they say and think get to me but yet sometimes........
Gah... anyway as much as im pissed over so many of these things, I cant let it affect me. I normally dont brood over it long.... But perhaps tonights stupid careless exam, and the looming prospects of computing exam tomorrow is pushing me quite a bit...
Well at least im determined to take a break tomorrow after the paper... Lets just hope I dont mess up computing again..
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